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2,193 days = 6 years (in a row)!!

February 4, 2014 By Clairey @ High on Hugs 12 Comments

photo (7)Today like many days, I woke up. HAHAHA!

What is different about this day is I did so with no regrets, unlike my morning 6 years ago.

I had relapsed on my 90th day.  That night after a meeting I drank 1 & 1/2 glasses of wine.  I didn’t get drunk, but what I did do is something totally stupid.

You see when I checked myself into rehab 90 days prior as a cocaine addict and a self medicated manic-depressive (with more manic tendencies) and ADHD, I didn’t want to stop drinking and smoking pot.  I just wanted to not be a slave to cocaine anymore.

I didn’t have a drinking problem.

Hello, I wore a complete hole in my septum from snorting so much cocaine and then started cooking up crack cause my nose hurt too bad..

I’m a coke head not an ALCOHOLIC! Jeez people! [Read more…]

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